Date : Saturday, November 29, 2008
Time : 10:35 PM
Title : Tonight by FM Static

I remember the times we spent together on those drives We had a million questions all about our lives and when we got to New York everything felt right I wish you were here with me tonight I remember the days we spent together were not enough and it used to feel like dreamin 'except we always woke up Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight I remember the time you told me about when you were eight And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus and how not to look back even if no one believes us When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here...I sing, "Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight "I sing,"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look upand know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

Date :
Time : 7:07 AM
Title :

Jus reach home.. i was very happy but later sad last night, cos something happen which i really very sad so i went walking around alone, than i found myself a good palce and i sit there, i really need someone to talk to, so i called jarel, he steady he know i was feeling sad he come down straight find me in the middle of the night. He talk to me consoles me and tell me wat to do, after that he help me talk to her and sort thing out and had a agreement. I promise i willl be a better person and not to hurt or suffer myself. 6 more days is my ORD. But also a day for her answer, she still care for me but feeling jus fade away, my friends tell me there still chance, jus give her sometime to sort feeling out. Feeling fade can gain back, but love gone is very hard to get back. All i can do is to wait for her answer.


To: Marilyn

I will become a better person, not to let you worry. I wont let ppl who care for me worry for me too. I promise i wont hurt myself and take good care of myself. 6 days is the length of time u need to sort out feeling and i will wait for u for 6 days. No matter wat is the answer i wont hurt myself and take it like a man as i promise you. I will stay cheerful as always and control of my feeling. In the meantime you also take good care of yourself as i wont be always there to remind u to eat or wat le.

ILY
From Liao

Date :
Time : 12:29 AM
Title :

Today we bring 3 kids out, keith, bryan n tiffanni out to beach to play sand, but unluckly while playing till very happy, it rain, so we went to E hub to play the big play ground, its quite expensive but well, see those kids had so much fun its worth it. While the kids are playing baby and me was sitting at the play ground sofa.. After that we bring those kids home and we went to buy KFC. Had a really good dinner baby slack awhile at my home than she went home.....

I love you baby.
Liaoz

Date : Thursday, November 27, 2008
Time : 4:00 PM
Title :

Ytd went to ITE simei to pass lappy to baby.... because her school de powerpoint cannot read her slide so no choice but to ask me to bring down for her.... wah i really long time never go back school, we to ITE inside, i feel very different, maybe is age de different ba haha. Saw a few friends inside, than went to baby de classroom INSIDE and wait for her.... i ps sia, luckly classroom not many ppl. After that i send her home from school, and i went slacking somewhere. Than baby sms me to check if i go home, but too bad i was not home yet, i think she not happy with it, than she n fiona come down find me, than we walk from her house to bedok MRT, than from there baby went to take train while i feel like walking so i decided to walk home from bedok. I kept walking and walking , after 45min i was at kaki bukit there liao, than baby sms me and jio me go drink ;D i was so so happy, than i walk to the nearest bus stop and bus home and go down meet baby.

I reach there first and wait awhile than baby and her friends, fiona,choon,teck and many more ;D We went RK house to eat... haha RK house make me remember the prank video, after that we went K-garden to meet fiona, sakura n crystal. Than we start drinking, after finish 1 bottle, some started to go off le, so left me, baby, fiona, sakura.. so we decided to order 1 jar of beer to drink. Because i got no mood, i ask sakura to help me order one more jar of beer and i finish it straight away alone. I was damm drunk become a Merlion outside the KTV.. haha luckly no ppl around, than baby sent me home. I was so happy she spent the whole night with me. We even had a promise.... Secret wor... Than next day we went to eat duck rice and some funny thing happen. but i dont wanna say. Send baby home after eating. than in the evening i went to TM to meet baby again ;D Had swensen was my sis n baby after that we went zinc to see bag than baby and me decided to watch movie"REC" baby watched that movie till wanna vomit.... cos too bloody n horror... sorry my fault, next time wont happen le. But quite fuuny ley;D

After that i bus home with baby and send her to house downstair, than i went home, Baby was so tired and she fell asleep before i reach home ;D haha now sure sleep like a PIG de. She is sick got a MC so she wont be going to work... so i decided to go her house to suprise her after i finish my clearance at base tomorrow. But jarel jus now call me and jio me go have steamboat before he go in for chalet in #### sad for him, a good futrue is ruin, but too late cos it already had happen. And i wish him good luck all the best inside make more friends;S Come out become good guy not bad guy. Now i going sleep le super damm tired. 5 days i only sleep less than 12hrs... baby is worry and i got injury on my left hand. Painful sia but got baby de magic finger touch n rub it become better ;D Now i going sleep as that is wat i promise her.......

Night... Signing out...

Date : Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Time : 11:21 PM
Title :

Baby say she will come back to me before my ORD, but during this period of cool down, i am very worry, worry who she go out with? cos this is the important time, any thing small thing happen can change everything. I always believe baby is loyal to me and so do i, and she give me hope again as i really believe she will be back to me real soon....

I miss her very much, it been 1 week since we last met, during the weekend by right should be meeting her..., now i think back i am quite sad n jealous. VERY JEALOUS n SAD. i hope baby will know... i really wanna tell her how jealous n sad i feel when i know that, to her is normal, friend send her home, but for me,is very different, watch midnight show somemore with her friends together also ,than 2 days later that fellow send her back home from work than meet her friend eat supper, for me this is jealous to the maxxxxxxxx...... meeting her tomorrow night... she got a gathering, but she not sure wat time finish, so i decided to go early there and wait for her. Its time for me to give in more, i really wanna save the relationship, and baby also going back to our relationship. Put my hand together with her hand and clap, that is wat i wanna do.

Actually i quite scare to blog now... cos sometime i do write rubbish to make baby angry, but its not wat i mean... but for her point of view is bad thing. I am really Sorry.

Today had been smsing with baby whole day, but i feel that she seem to be like not really care to reply my sms after 8pm which i begain to anyhow think again, i am worry AGAIN, wonder wat is she doing now or who is she with now. But i try sms her, she got reply, she was with one of her good sis, which i 100% believe her as she dont lie to me. i trust her alot, more than anything.

But if baby got anything hide from me again? and i found it myself, i think i going mental breakdown. I dont hide anything from baby, whatever thing happen to me i will inform her, good or bad thing she will always be the first to be informed. She know everything about me, but when she got problem, normally she will tell her sis first -,-" than me or i know from her sis. Which is quite sad for me, but i dont mind, cos no matter wat happen to baby i will help her whenever i can.

Now all i wanan be is a good BF than a husband, i jus now had been reading the cards you give me during our avi, think back now, i really miss our old days, the fun, outing n joke we had. I hope the days will come back soon, (dont you think so baby?)

Now got very bad headaches, got nearly 3 days never sleep n 2 days never eat(got force by baby to eat abit this evening). Body had been broken down, seriously i can feel my body real weak. I am too tired till when i got out of my bed i felt very giddy.... now still got a bit but with very very bad headaches but i insist to wait for baby to reach her sis house.. i dont mind waiting.

Pass 3 days got 2.5days are emo days for me, got send back home from base, cos my sir scare i do stupid thing during duty(which i really got thing of it but no gut). i been waiting baby sms for 1.5hr le , wonder if she reach her sis house? i began to worry again sms her no reply... still i keep telling myself that baby dont do thing behide my back as she is loyal to me.

Date :
Time : 10:49 AM
Title : I been waiting for your return

Time is jus a medicine for us. We both still loyal to each other, all we need is time to heal and recover. We will be together again soon, and i promise during this time i will improve myself to became a better person and work hard for my study/ work. Our "3years plan" can leave it a side. But i will always be there for you when u need me, my shoulder is there for you. Sorry that i am useless cannot take care of you.

No one can replace u in my heart as you had already been planted deep inside my heart. And i will always be loyal to you as i hope you can be loyal to me too.

I love you baby. Thank for all the Love n Care you give me, i will remember it deeply in my heart. Take care and meet up offen.

Date : Saturday, November 15, 2008
Time : 11:43 AM
Title : Ten monthsary ((:

Happy 10th month baby !
I love you :B

Date : Saturday, November 1, 2008
Time : 2:55 PM
Title : Singapore Flyer @ 30/10//08

Labels: Credits all t marilyn (: